How feels Stargirl?

Hey my dear,

we know that Stargirl isn't anymore because she is Susan. And I asked myself- How feels Susan? Is she happy?

And this question was answered. Leo went to Susan's room and looked at the wagon. You know what the wagon is? I will tell you. Stargirl has the wagon and 20 pebbles. When she feels happy, she put one pebbles in. When she feels sad, she put one pebbles out. As she was happiest their were 18 pebbles in the wagon. And she told Leo that as she was saddest their were only 3 pebbles in.

And when Leo looked in the wagon their were only 2 pebbles in the wagon. I was more sad because she was sad, she was unhappy. :-( If she is unhappy, why she do that?

Love,

Michi